29 March 2006
For Seth
So Sleepy.....again
Well kiddos, I am sleepy as hell, and I am not sure if my aromatherapy candles are helping or hurting me at this point! I got a full night of sleep, but I feel as though I have been up for 24 hours straight.
Seth has said it is okay to use his name, so now you know to whom I have been referring in my last few posts. :-)
Time for more coffee........
Seth has said it is okay to use his name, so now you know to whom I have been referring in my last few posts. :-)
Time for more coffee........
28 March 2006
You ever get that feeling.......
No! Not THAT feeling (the not so fresh one)!
The feeling that all is right with the world.
Right now, I have reached a point of contentment that I have not felt in a very long time. I do have someone to thank for that. You know who you are!
The feeling that all is right with the world.
Right now, I have reached a point of contentment that I have not felt in a very long time. I do have someone to thank for that. You know who you are!
27 March 2006
A Fantastic Weekend
This weekend was truly special!
The guy I mentioned in an earlier post and I got together for a wonderful weekend. In case you are wondering why there aren't names being used, I am not sure if he wants to be identified in a medium such as this, so out of respect, I am not yet using his name. If he says it okay to do so, then I will begin to refer to him by name.
We got a nice jacuzzi suite in the suburbs, went to dinner, had drinks, and spent quality time together. It has been a refreshing experience thus far, and I am optimistic as to the future. We have so much in common so far, that I am hoping this isn't some dream from which I will awaken.
So now I sit in my office, listening to some music, burning my candle, and thinking about the future.
Which brings me to the interview from 2 weeks ago. The Universe works its magick in interesting ways, bringing situations and people into our lives for a reason, which often we cannot understand at the time. I believe that may the case now. As I review what I would be giving up were I to leave my current job, I wonder if it's a fear of leaving my comfort zone which is stopping me from being stressed about not hearing anything back yet. At least now I have my own office, with its little creature comforts, which some may think of as eccentric, but that is one of the perks of where I am right now. My eccentricites aren't frowned upon or forbidden. I can do my work, burn my aromatherapy candles, listen to my music. In a larger corporate environment, that wouldn't be possible, most likely.
More later.....
The guy I mentioned in an earlier post and I got together for a wonderful weekend. In case you are wondering why there aren't names being used, I am not sure if he wants to be identified in a medium such as this, so out of respect, I am not yet using his name. If he says it okay to do so, then I will begin to refer to him by name.
We got a nice jacuzzi suite in the suburbs, went to dinner, had drinks, and spent quality time together. It has been a refreshing experience thus far, and I am optimistic as to the future. We have so much in common so far, that I am hoping this isn't some dream from which I will awaken.
So now I sit in my office, listening to some music, burning my candle, and thinking about the future.
Which brings me to the interview from 2 weeks ago. The Universe works its magick in interesting ways, bringing situations and people into our lives for a reason, which often we cannot understand at the time. I believe that may the case now. As I review what I would be giving up were I to leave my current job, I wonder if it's a fear of leaving my comfort zone which is stopping me from being stressed about not hearing anything back yet. At least now I have my own office, with its little creature comforts, which some may think of as eccentric, but that is one of the perks of where I am right now. My eccentricites aren't frowned upon or forbidden. I can do my work, burn my aromatherapy candles, listen to my music. In a larger corporate environment, that wouldn't be possible, most likely.
More later.....
24 March 2006
Am I really the Hermit?
| You Are The Hermit |
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A new beginning
Last night, I had a wonderful evening with someone I recently met. We met for a drink, went to dinner, and spent the rest of the evening talking. It was perfect, and something I haven't experienced in a really long time. It was good to feel that way again.
After my last few dating experiences, it was refreshing to just get to actually get to know eachother. We had played a virtual cat and mouse for a while, each sending online winks to eachother, but I had been too nervous to really go deeper than that. I am glad that this time, I finally responded, and met him. We have a lot in common, which is a good thing, and thus far seem to be able to relate on a deeper level than I have in quite a while with anyone.
I am truly looking forward to developing this!
After my last few dating experiences, it was refreshing to just get to actually get to know eachother. We had played a virtual cat and mouse for a while, each sending online winks to eachother, but I had been too nervous to really go deeper than that. I am glad that this time, I finally responded, and met him. We have a lot in common, which is a good thing, and thus far seem to be able to relate on a deeper level than I have in quite a while with anyone.
I am truly looking forward to developing this!
22 March 2006
Wonky Wednesdays
Well, still nothing on the interview. They are still in the deliberation phase. I'm over it at this point, and about to accept the rest of my prison sentence at the plantation.....
However, I have met a kindred spirtit. Yesterday, someone whom I had previously been nervouse to speak to began a dialogue. We ended up chatting for hours, and it was truly enjoyable. I actually look forward to talking with him again! We seem to have A LOT in common. Who knows what the future may hold, but I am remaining optimistic :-)
However, I have met a kindred spirtit. Yesterday, someone whom I had previously been nervouse to speak to began a dialogue. We ended up chatting for hours, and it was truly enjoyable. I actually look forward to talking with him again! We seem to have A LOT in common. Who knows what the future may hold, but I am remaining optimistic :-)
20 March 2006
Is the whole world sleepy?
It seems as if everyone is stuck in this sleepy trance the past few days, myself included.
Not too much has been going on lately in my life. The interview last week SEEMED to go well, but I am still waiting to hear back. They said it should be sometime this week.
I deperately need a vacation, but any thoughts of that are on hold until I find out about the job situation.
The man situation is interesting, but that is a tale for a later day.
Not too much has been going on lately in my life. The interview last week SEEMED to go well, but I am still waiting to hear back. They said it should be sometime this week.
I deperately need a vacation, but any thoughts of that are on hold until I find out about the job situation.
The man situation is interesting, but that is a tale for a later day.
17 March 2006
March 17th
09 March 2006
Dumb shit you do when drunk
Like taking out your earrings before getting into a fight (yes, I can be a bit ghetto sometimes), putting them in your pack of cigarettes, and then drunkenly throwing out the pack after smoking the last cigarette. Aren't I a genius? LOL
08 March 2006
So sleepy...
So, last night was interesting. Went out to a bar for a birthday party for one of the owners. It was fun, but for some odd reason, my tolerance seems to have plummeted. Perhaps I had peaked? Must work on building it back up.
I am learning the difference between being in your 20's and being in your 30's. In your 20's, you can go out till 3 AM, and still be up for work, perky and refreshed. In your 30's, it is somewhat more of a challenge. (Note to self: don't take sleeping pill on the nights you hit the bar)
The evening itself had its ups and downs, but not the fun types of up and down. Two friends, currently residing in Indiana came out and met me, as well as a new acquaintence I met last week. We drank, we dished...it was mostly fun, except perhaps when I almost started a fire.....don't ask.
Could it be I am finally getting a life?
I am learning the difference between being in your 20's and being in your 30's. In your 20's, you can go out till 3 AM, and still be up for work, perky and refreshed. In your 30's, it is somewhat more of a challenge. (Note to self: don't take sleeping pill on the nights you hit the bar)
The evening itself had its ups and downs, but not the fun types of up and down. Two friends, currently residing in Indiana came out and met me, as well as a new acquaintence I met last week. We drank, we dished...it was mostly fun, except perhaps when I almost started a fire.....don't ask.
Could it be I am finally getting a life?
07 March 2006
Patience is SUPPOSED to be a virtue
However.......
I am going nuts waiting to hear back about how the second interview went, and to find out about the next step in the process. I think I am doing well so far, but the anticipation is killing me! I so want to work for this company, which I shall not name :-)
My weekend was uneventful. Came into the plantation on Saturday, then went out to dinner with a friend who just got out of the hospital. I was supposed to meet another new friend out, but forces outside of our control prevented that from happening. We are going to try again this week, perhaps this evening. Time will tell.
I am still being ignored on the other front. Screw it!
What to wear tonight?
I am going nuts waiting to hear back about how the second interview went, and to find out about the next step in the process. I think I am doing well so far, but the anticipation is killing me! I so want to work for this company, which I shall not name :-)
My weekend was uneventful. Came into the plantation on Saturday, then went out to dinner with a friend who just got out of the hospital. I was supposed to meet another new friend out, but forces outside of our control prevented that from happening. We are going to try again this week, perhaps this evening. Time will tell.
I am still being ignored on the other front. Screw it!
What to wear tonight?
03 March 2006
What a week, what a world
Ok, so the past week has been.........interesting
Last Saturday, went to a lesbian bar for their Mardi Gras party. I am scarred for life by the "Show Us Your Tits" competition. I am pure and innocent, and was not meant to see things like that!!!
On the man front.......I am being ignored like a mutha fuckin red-headed stepchild. I am not in high school, and not about to play such childish games. It'll be a "fuck him gurl!" weekend, I do believe!
Went to another Mardi Gras party on Tuesday. It was fun AND interesting. Met alot of nice people, and may have found a new hole in the wall to call my own. Not since being in NY have I found such a spot, so things might become more fun for lil ole me :-)
On the job front.....the plantation is becoming more like a prison camp. But, there may be hope on the horizon. I have a second interview tomorrow for a great company, so fingers, toes, eyes, etc are all most definitely crossed!!
Last Saturday, went to a lesbian bar for their Mardi Gras party. I am scarred for life by the "Show Us Your Tits" competition. I am pure and innocent, and was not meant to see things like that!!!
On the man front.......I am being ignored like a mutha fuckin red-headed stepchild. I am not in high school, and not about to play such childish games. It'll be a "fuck him gurl!" weekend, I do believe!
Went to another Mardi Gras party on Tuesday. It was fun AND interesting. Met alot of nice people, and may have found a new hole in the wall to call my own. Not since being in NY have I found such a spot, so things might become more fun for lil ole me :-)
On the job front.....the plantation is becoming more like a prison camp. But, there may be hope on the horizon. I have a second interview tomorrow for a great company, so fingers, toes, eyes, etc are all most definitely crossed!!
