My Mind

Hell, make the rest up yourself!

Sorry I have been so lax in updating the way I used to, but a bitch is busy, and stressed!

Add to that, there really hasn't been much in my life to write about. It has become a hum drum existence of blah blah blah!

I'm still having mixed feelings about ever buying the house. On one hand, it is good to own property and all that, but on the other, it is just sucking the life out of me! In a way, I would rather just rent and have the disposable income I once enjoyed. I miss my frequent travels and adventures, but now everything seems to go into fixing, repairing or updating the damned house. Ok, so I AM over it! Ironically, the symptoms of depression, and home ownership seem to be about the same.

Symptoms of Clinical Depression:

- Persistent sad, anxious or “empty” mood
- Sleeping too much or too little, middle of the night or early morning waking
- Reduced appetite and weight loss, or increased appetite and weight gain
- Loss of pleasure and interest in activities once enjoyed, including sex
- Restlessness, irritability
- Persistent physical symptoms that do not respond to treatment (such as chronic pain or digestive disorders)
-Difficulty concentrating, remembering or making decisions
-Fatigue or loss of energy
-Feeling guilty, hopeless or worthless
-Thoughts of suicide or death